“Letter to Myself” by Furthermore, Saturday, January 14, 2023 (repost)

One of the often forgotten RadioU minor groups, Furthermore  was another group that only released two records, 1999's  Fluorescent Jellyfish and 2003's She and I. Furthermore was a trio consisting of vocalists Daniel Fisher and Lee Jester and DJ Jason Jester. The group arrived on the precipice of Tooth & Nail Records' golden age and left the roster shortly after releasing She and I. Fisher went on to play in several bands, and apparently released several other projects under Furthermore after the group's Tooth & Nail run, including a single in 2020 and several singles earlier this year. 

BEFORE YOU SAY GOODBYE. Furthermore is a vestige of when Tooth & Nail signed artists without thinking about the financial consequences. Christian Rap was a burgeoning market for Christian audiences, but rock, punk, and hard music eventually became much of the label's focus. Christian Rap tended to be more evangelistic, whereas many of the rock bands tended to less focused on evangelism. Furthermore certainly wasn't to everyone's taste; Christian labels pushed far too many Eminem-influenced groups and far too few black Christian rappers in the early '00s. Like many of Tooth & Nail's odd-ball-out musical acts, Furthermore was sent on tour to open for punk bands like All Wound Up and The Dingees. Furthermore clearly has rock influences--guitar and keys lay the backdrop for Fisher's rapping as does Lee's singing. The tracks on Fluorescent Jellyfish aren't too serious. Their standout track "Are You the Walrus?" which has a video illustrating the song is a humorous song about going to grocery store and the speaker being mistaken for a Beatles-esque guru. She and I, though, while also containing light-hearted lyrics, deals more with serious relationships, domestic violence, and mental health. 

A RELATIONSHIP MAY SAVE YOU, OR ENSLAVE YOU. COUNT ON BOTH TO HAPPEN. "Letter to Myself" is a bit clunky as a rap track at the beginning, but there is something about this pre-Emo rap track that brings me back to 2003. It sounds like a modified English class assignment: to write a letter to yourself to read when you are XX age. The lyrics of the song deal with falling in love and dealing with depression, and the lyrics read as a reminder for the speaker to stay grounded. The lyrics could even be read as a suicide prevention note. But listening back to the lyrics, it's interesting that as a Christian Rock hit how the focus of the song is about the speaker grounding himself and watching out for himself, rather than reaching out to a higher power, and I completely missed that as a 14-year-old. I think back to the letters to myself, the embarrassing composition notebooks of half-written poems and song lyrics and guitar chords. I think about how important my faith was to those letters and how different everything is now. I don't have those notebooks anymore because they're not something I brought with me to Korea. However, I would like to look over them this winter when I go in a few weeks. I wonder how shocked 14-year-old Tyler would think of 35-year-old Tyler.

Read “Letter to Myself” by Furthermore on Genius.