“Wasted Nights” by Acceptance, Tuesday, April 6, 2021

When Acceptance released "Cold Air," last summer, I was immediately taken by the catchy, '80s New-Wave electronica meets The Outfield-style harmonies sang by lead singer Jason Vena. However, the rest of the album failed to pack the punch that their 2005 debut and 2017 sophomore record had. Acceptance had become known for their lyricism, Vena's near perfect execution in his mid-to-high range vocals, and often haunting/mysterious guitar parts--all mixed and produced by Aaron Sprinkle. However, what Wild, Free offered was clipped guitars, electronics, and gruffer vocal takes by Vena. There were certainly some highlights, but other than "Cold Air," there hasn't been much to come back to--except for a song that got stuck in my head today: "Wasted Nights."

A FADED MEMORY THAT I STILL KEEP IN MY HEAD. There are two types of people: process people and product people. Product people see task A and complete it right away and take a break until it's time to solve task B. Then, there's process people. Process people start many tasks at once and work a little here and there. Both types like their styles. I'm a process person. I often have five things going on at once. I watch TV while cleaning my house, but often miss scenes because I have to go into the other room. I have a planner full of tasks to complete by December, but if I have to move the task to next year because some other goal is important, I'm ok with that. Lately I'm challenging myself to completion, but honestly, for process people, we fear success. We want to constantly be in the process. So what happens when a process person dates a product person. You learn to cool down because it's the weekend. The task for the other person is finished, and you need to learn to calm your racing mind. You need to learn the virtue of being lazy.

I THINK WE MET AROUND THE FIRST OF MAY. Billy Power had an interesting interview with Jason Vena back in 2015, in which Vena talks about how his first marriage dissolved while he was on the road with Acceptance. Vena explains that the two of them were high school sweethearts, yet distance proved too much for the couple. He spoke fondly about his second wife in the this episode. They met after Acceptance had broken up and Vena had quit music for a day job. Knowing Vena's history makes me wonder which relationship he's talking about in this song. To some extent, if you give more in a relationship, you receive more. This is not always true because everyone is different, and of course, this is not taking into account abusive situations. However, any given two people are not necessarily compatible. Relationships take time, and the pay off can be a fairytale romance or a bitter divorce after the seven-year itch. One line from How I Met Your Mother that I think about is when Ted is comparing his break up with Robin to "the emotional equivalent to an English degree." You've learned the other person's nuances, yet it won't work on the next relationship. But then I think about if you don't break up with that person. Wouldn't it be pretty rewarding to study up for that A? Or should you aim for a C?

Read the lyrics on Genius.